Saturday, January 15, 2011

January 15, 2011

Yesterday was Jeanette Stinkeoways funeral.  Most of our school attended, it was packed.  high school choir sang.  We got a lot of snow, so after dinner students were dismissed.  Some had gone with their parents after the funeral.  I went to Cando and cleaned the church, got the NRN items ready for Galen and came home.  I don't have school now til Tuesday so we have a few days at home.  I think that sounds o.k.


"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."

--1 Peter 5:7

That verse kept echoing in my mind as I powered my wheelchair through the group
of disabled residents in a home for people with cerebral palsy. I clunked wheels
 with a boy in a bulky, oversized chair while trying to listen to a mentally handicapped
girl explain her testimony. Another patient was leaning against the wall, whining
to go back to his room.

A nurse wanted me to come and talk to a quadriplegic who was confined to his dormitory.
I smiled, nodding at the nurse, and tried to keep my focus on the girl's testimony.
It was useless. The nagging whine of the man against the wall shattered what little
concentration I had left.

I was far from home and slightly irritated that my sponsors had overloaded my schedule.
I had been up all day touring and talking at a rehab center, leading a disability
workshop with pastors, and now I was bone-tired. I wanted to scrap the evening,
head out the door, and get back to the hotel before they closed the restaurant.

I had to stop. I had to remember that Jesus was with me, moving ahead of my wheelchair,
and delighting in the smiles of the faces of each disabled resident. In the midst
of the clamor, I discovered His voice, whispering, "Come to me, Joni, you are weary
and burdened. Let me give you rest." I paused and prayed silently, asking God to
 give me His rest. First Peter 5:7 was all the reminder I needed.

When weariness or anxiety threatens to overtake you, place your cares in the arms
of Jesus. First Peter 5:7 was a simple prescription for weariness penned almost
twenty centuries ago, and no one has improved on it since!

Thank You, Lord, for carrying my cares today!

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