December 31, 2009

The Last Great Outpouring
I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord.
Revelation 1:8

I have truly great things in store for you. I will send a mighty downpour. In the day of the great deluge which is coming, many will come to know the reality of My power.
Surely I will pour out My Spirit, I will reaffirm the veracity of My Word and bring the message of the Gospel of Redemption to many who would otherwise never give heed. I am the alpha and the Omega. Stand firm in Me. Never waver.

God is doing just that, we wouldn't know it if we listen to the world news, but that isn't telling the God side of the story.  People are coming to Christ, including people in places where it is forbidden for them to hear the gospel.  Our roll: occupy til I come.  Keep doing what God has called you to do today.  He may change his plans, but he will tell you when he does, until then continue faithfully doing what he has called you to do this day.

Yesterday, we made the trip back to Rugby to retreve the check book that I had left there.  I am amazed at Gods goodness, first I didn't miss it , so I wasn't upset and second, they were honest and returned it including the debit card.  I asked who had given it but she didn't know so I can't personally thank them.  We spent some time shopping there, it is like a small town version of Walmart, but a lot nicer, Pamida and Alco stores are perfect for the smaller town, and they have everything.  Then we went uptown, we have been looking about getting a sofa and they have a St. Michael's furniture store, like Devils Lake.  Each time I learn new things that are helping us to make a decision.  She sent us with samples so we can put them against our carpet and get the best color choice.  We also found a chair that we like to accompany the sofa.  She asked if we were going to eat, and mentioned the Rocking Relic, just down the street.  It was such a fun place, they have turned an old hardware store into a cafe.  It still has the tin roof, and there are antiques for sale and tastfully arranged around you.  You are sitting at the chrome tables similar to what Grandma O'Brien had in her kitchen, they have an ice cream/soda counter and you can sit at stools up to a counter, there was a lot of Coke advertising and memorabilia, and the sandwiches were named after movie stars from the 50"s  Their menu was soup/or chips  and sandwiches, and ice cream treats.  Food was good and the atmosphere was great.  After that we looked in a couple of other stores and then headed for home.

Visit with Ann

Here we are together in December 2009

December 30, 2009

The Shadow of My Hand
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you;
not as the world giveth, give I unto you.
John 14:27

Peace, My child, is the shadow of My hand. When your soul is at rest, it is because you are consciously aware of My presence. You do not need to seek peace. As you realize My nearness, you will discover that I am there, in the center of your worship; for to seek Me is to desire to worship Me. Finding Me, you have no need to seek peace, for I Myself am your peace.

Thank you for the peace that we have in you, peace that the world can't give us.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday we went up to Minot to see Don and Ann.  You know that Lori has had her baby, so I wanted to give Ann a gift for her, and so I decided to fix a basket for her to use in the nursery, I lined it with fabric, and then added a Bible story book for wee ones, so at Rugby I had dad stop and I went and got some items to put in the basket.  We went on to Minot and enjoyed time together, I have a picture I will post of Ann and I together.  We looked in a furniture store at sofa's and then dad looked at cars and we came home.  When we got home he listened to a message on the phone and it said that they had found my check book at Pamida in Rugby and put it in a safe place for us.  I felt really bad about that.  I know that when I came from the store I was concerned because I didn't want to lift anything, and I guess my focus was on that.  I don't know where it got dropped, we need to go back there today.  that is the bad part about getting old, but I am thankful that I hadn't looked for it or wanted to use it or I would have been very upset.

December 29, 2009

Integrity a Sacred Charge
Do all to the glory of God.
1 Corinthians 10:31

There is a way that you must go because of faithfulness to Me. All you do, let it be as unto Me. Never do anything as pleasing men, but do all for Me and for My glory. Thus, and only thus, can your heart be kept at peace, and only in this way can you honor Me and bring forth fruit.
Speak of Me often, and all other relationships shall be hallowed.
The integrity of your own heart is your most sacred charge. Guard this with utmost care.


I wonder if we sometimes have problems with sorting out whether we are pleasing God or pleasing man.  How many things do we do just to please those around us, and I mean in Christian circles,too.  What really is important?  What matters to God?  What does he want us to do?  I reflect on my life of having spent to much time pleasing people, doing things for others and neglecting my family.  Forgive me, but I feel a need for us to reflect.  What would God really have us to do?  What is more for our own ego, our own self worth or for God's desires.

Father, Search my heart and lead me in the way you would have me to go.  In Jesus Name.

Yesterday was an interesting day.  First I was writing to some Neidlinger relatives that I have been corresponding with via e-mail and I wanted history I was sending them to be more complete, so I made a few phone calls, and was able to actually reach more relatives.  I think she enjoyed it and now there is another connection.  Dad went on the internet in the evening and located another relative, a part of the family where we didn't know anything.  He found a lady Norma Dillingham, She will be 90 in February, she is the last living child of Lew Neidlingers.  Lew was your dad's grandpa Oscars brother, for a time they lived here and had a farm south of where Dick Anderson's lived.  We knew nothing about this family.  I visited with her and she gave the names and phone numbers of her two sons, and I contacted them, too.  We right now we are working on the Neidlinger history,  didn't plan it but that is the way it is.   In the afternoon Vondal's employee brought us a new washer, a Speed Queen, I hope this last longer than the last one.  So I can wash clothes. 

December 28, 2009 about the funeral

I feel like I should write about this funeral.  Dad didn't know him and only went with me because I am not driving yet. Dad dropped me off at the door and I waited inside for him to come.  Jim Berg came as I was waiting and Jim is really hurting.  The accident happened on his farm and he is the one who found him. Jim said to me how he felt that he had had a heart attack because he made no effort to drop the fall.  He didn't put out his arms   He said two families are hurting.  Gordon had spent his whole life working for farmers.  Ken and Sandy Weaver were on their way to see their children when they got word and they came back home.  He had worked for them for 8 years, He had worked for Jim about 11 years.  His Dad and Marilyn Morstad were brother and sister, but I don't think that the families were close.  Morstads were there but didn't come in with the relatives.  By the time the funeral started the church was full.  Maureen Bertsch sang, the first was a contemporary song to a tape and the second was 'The Old Rugged Cross"  Pastor Rob can speak from the heart because he buried his son on a December 23, and he used that in his talk.  But also about seeing our loved ones in heaven.  After wards it took a while for the church to clear and we weren't staying for lunch so we were able to go out the side door.  When we got to the entry to get our coats, there was Jim Berg, Gene Braathen and Diane Evan's brother John Uhlencamp.  Jim found him and tried to lift him but he was heavy and strong and he just couldn't do it.  He had fallend down between two steel bins. It was a time of talking and I was glad we were there and dad could be a part of the dialogue.

December 28, 2009

Counsel with Me
God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that they should not see,
and ears that they should not hear.
Romans 11:8

Be not disturbed by evildoers. They are in My hand to do as I please, even as are the righteous. All is under My control, Stand upon My word, and let your only support be your faith in Me.
What goes on in the lives of others need not distress you. I will deal with them. Walk in Me. Counsel with Me, and look to Me alone for your direction and your encouragement.

Stop looking at what others have or do, keep your eyes and focus on what God has called you to do or how he has called you to live.  That is what really matters.

Yesterday we did not have church, in the end we probably could have, but most of the people are away with families.  Julie left before noon and we are thankful for her safe trip home.  We rested then went to Starkweather for Gordon Evans funeral and after wards to Devils Lake.  The cat needed food and we took items to Dakota Boys Ranch, looked at sofa's at St. Michaels and then got groceries, ate in Devils Lake and went home.  It was a good day.

Dece,ber 27, 2009

On Not Resisting Evil
Resist not evil, but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek,
turn to him the other also.
Matthew 5:39

My wisdom will come to you, My child, when you become quiet. anxiety places the soul in stress. The strivings of your own heart will be as out of harmony with My Spirit as the evil you wish to combat. This is why the Scripture says, "Resist not evil."
You cannot correct the crooked path of another, but you can let Me show you how to make a straight path of your own. Never fear the darkness....avoid it.

The strivings of your heart.  God is waiting for us to be quiet before him and to wait for him.  Not so easy is it?  I have been used to taking care of the problems around the house, not asking Dad because he 'grumbles' so now when I can't lift, it isn't easy for me, and it is hard for me to ask for help and of course we are having problems, the washer is leaking, in the past I would just move it and deal with it myself, now I can't.  then the issue with the faucet.  That is another story.  I don't like to ask for help from anyone who is going to complain so I try to take care of things myself.  How does this fit into your lives?  What things are you impatient about, what things do you strive for that maybe it isn't God's choice for you to strive?  I don't think I am alone in this.

Yesterday we were here and in the afternoon we were over at Jerry's and I played some games with the children.  Hope that you all had a good day.

December 25, 2009

The Cross in the Star
The Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory,
the glory oas of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
John 1:14
The Cross, My child, is My symbol of Christmas. Wise men followed the star, but it was the Savior whom they sought.  Wrapped that holy night in swaddling clothes was My perfect gift to mankind. Cradled in the arms of Mary lay the only hope of human salvation. Shepherds were drawn to worship Him by the love that flowed through Him as He became the channel for redeeming grace.

I am thinking of the role that the cross as in the star.  I recently read about a child that had gone to see a nativity scene, and nearby there was a cross with Jesus on it, so when he drew, he drew that for his picture, and was reprimanded for doing so.  The human has lost touch with the reality of Christmas.   A little child shall lead them.....  Today the babe is so innocent of  the reality of what truly is taking place.

Father, help us to keep our eyes on you and our hearts open to what you are saying to us.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

I think you all know what we did yesterday, cookies with Linda in town, and supper with Jerry and his family here with us.  It is fun to see the children, Alona enjoyed a little doll set that she got, and the boys got a set of building blocks that were magnetic, they were having fun with that.  I have already read the book I was give, it was a really good Christmas story.  Trusting that you are all in where you are safe, I can hear the wind blowing so I know I won't be going very far today.  Merry Christmas to all of you.  We love you.

Christmas together here at the farm.

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Greetings to our family.  Julie Ann brought her camera so we could get some memories.  Here we are together, Julie Ruth is the photographer so she is the one that isn't on the photo.   We enjoyed a delicious meal together.  I had  Julie help with a mac and cheese dish and Jack helped with squash, Julie brought lasagna, salad, and several dessert items,  they were delicious. 





After we ate,  Jackson was the reader for the Christmas story.  He is a very good reader. 












We sang Happy Birthday to Jesus, I think that Jesse lead in that. Julie had made the cupcakes.   












After we were all done, Alona wanted to play the piano, Julie had Jesse and Alona help her play a song.  They did very well.  It was a good time together.  Merry Christmas to all of you.












I don't know how the poll thing attached, but I couldn't get rid of it so I just left it.

December 24, 2009

Desire Holiness
For sin shall not have dominion over you;
for ye are not under the law, but under grace.
Romans 6;14
You should never abandon your desire for holiness because of your failures. You judge yourself incurably sinful. I see you as potentially pure. When you can look upon your own soul with compassion, you will know that My spirit has worked a work of grace in your heart, and you shall be lifted above despair. You shall have a song of praise on your lips and a shout of victory in your heart.

God is constantly searching our heart  and by the power of the Holy Spirit showing us what in our lives doesn't meet up with his standards.  Is there anything he is speaking to you about?  It is a journey to help us grow into his likeness.  it isn't about anything we can do, but only as we yield to the Holy Spirit will we be changed into his likeness.

Father, search my heart and show me all that you would like me to be.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday we were here at home, we did go and mail letters in town and saw a few people.  Linda had goodies out in the post office and there was opportunity to visit.  Julie got home after noon, and it is good to have times to visit with her.

December 23, 2009

A Consuming Desire
If I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ
Galatians 1:10

If I lay not My hand upon you in punishment, come near. Look into My eyes. Dare to draw close to My heart. You will know surely My desire and purpose for you and shall grieve more that you have displeased Me than that you may have forfeited some personal gain or blessing. You will not view your spiritual walk as a challenge to be a successful Christian in the eyes of others, but will have a consuming desire to please Me.

Father, thank you for putting that desire in my heart, it is you and only you that can give me that desire to please you.  In Jesus Name.  Amen.

Yesterday, was like others, naps writing on cards.  We went to town and I ate part of a dumpling.  in the evening we drove over by Starkweather to see the display at the Connor farm.  They do an awesome job.

December 22, 2009

Inattention
Take heed therefore that the light which is in thee be not darkness.
If thy whole body therefore be full of light, having no part dark,
the whole shall be full of light
Luke 11;25-26

I am grieved by your hardness of heart and inattention. Open rebellion usually brings immediate punishment. Inattention can be even more destructive to the soul, because it often goes unnoticed and unrepented, and is a secret, unexposed sin.
Cast it out in Jesus' Name, and refuse the robber who would take your dearest treasure; your singleness of heart in your love for Me.

I feel like we need to be so careful of things that should we say 'we get by with'  things that aren't dealt with in our lives.  When we see the people who are being exposed for unfaithfulness, lying, stealing, whatever.  They didn't start out doing major things, they started out as small things, which were not dealt with in their lives.  We right within this family have issues to deal with, think about your own life.  Are there areas that you are more vulnerable to?  Areas where you need to be more careful with your life?  What may be difficult for one person, may not be any problem with another.  But we need to be careful that we don't look down on someone else for where they fall, because we each have areas where we can easily fall.  I feel that is why we are seeing the public figures being exposed  for what they are doing.  That is God exposing and there will be a lot more of it.  We need to live our lives holy, completely committed to our heavenly Father, that only happens as we read God's word and pray and daily seek his will for us.


Yesterday we were here at home, I rested a few times and wrote a few letters. It was a good day.

December 21, 2009

I am Everywhere
Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils;
freely ye have received, freely give
Matthew 10:8

Never flounder on the rocks of indecision. The call of My heart to you is for your utter abandon to the waters of My will. I am everywhere. Think not that any man can shut Me out. Wherever you go you bear the Wind of the Spirit. It shall bring new life into any situation. It shall breathe upon the dead, and they shall live. It shall touch the one who has completely given up with a ray of new courage.


Yesterday we did go to church, I just sat and enjoyed Sunday School, I had arranged for someone else to take my class.  After church we were invited to a home for dinner, and it was  a good time together.  resting and tv for the rest of the day.

December 20, 2009

Victory in Adversity
We know that all things work together for good to them that love God,
to them who are the called according to his purpose
Romans 8:28

Whenever you experience pain, know that I am knocking at the door of your heart.
nothing should be of any real concern to you except your relationship to Me and a right attitude toward others.  Life brings unpleasant circumstances, but I say unto you, I am in the midst, causing all experiences, both pleasant and otherwise to harmonize for your blessing and growth.  I give you victory while in the throes of adversity.

Yesterday, I took two long naps, and finished reading a really good book, I put letters in a basket and this is a good time to sort through them, also watched way more tv than I am used to watching.  It was a good day.

December 19, 2009

Stay Pliable in My hand
I am come that they may have life, and....have it moe abundantly.
John 10:10
Be quick to obey. Regardless of the cost. You will always be amply repaid for any sacrifice with an abundance of blessing.  There will always be an easier way open to you, one that will seem more reasonable, involving less risk.  I ahve calculated the risk to test and develop your faith as well as your obedience, and in the choosing process, I give you an opportunity to prove your lvoe for Me.
Be sensitive to My Spirit.


Dad and I got home yesterday in the afternoon,  just wanted to let you know that we are here, i will be resting a lot.  Love to all of you.

December 16, 2009

The Rod and the Look
Peter remembered the word of the Lord....Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. and Peter went out, and wept bitterly.
Luke 22:61-62

As you come into a closer relationship with Me and the maturity of the walk of the true Bride, I deal with you as a husband who gently remonstrates with his wife, impressing upon her his thoughts and wishes, often with only a look . Just to draw near Me in a time of failure brings to the sensitive, loving spirit deeper suffering than was ever brought to a disobedient child by the chastening rod.

Oh God,s lvoe and grace and caring presence and how much he wants us to be close to him.

I didn't think I would be able to write this morning, but I am scheduled to be at the hospital at 11 so I am still here and we will be leaving in a few minutes.  I have focused on sending as many e-mails with Christmas letter in them so I don't have to mail,  Have a great day, I want you all to know how very special you are to me.

December 15, 2009

A Crucial Hour
Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy
to escape all these things that shall come to pass,
and to stand before the Son of man.
Luke 21:36
Watch for the signs of My soon-coming. No concern lies more heavily on My heart than the preparation of My chosen ones for the ingathering. Not only do you need to prepare your own hearts, but I would use you to warn and help others.
This is no time for apathy. There has been no more crucial hour in all man's history.

This is such conformation for what I felt God wanted me to put in our Christmas letter,  I have really strong feelings in me, that nothing really matters other than being prepared for what lies ahead.

Yesterday, another day of school, and I spent time helping students complete assignments so everything will be done before I leave today.  I went to Cando and cleaned the church and  stopped to see Matt and Mavis briefly and then came home. 

December 14, 2009

Exalt His Name
In the beginning...the Word was with God...
All things were made by him
John 1:1,3

Let none tell you My Son is as others; low, He is the Son of God, yes, He is God the Son. Exalt His Name and rejoice in His majesty; for the heavens were fashioned by His hand, and man is His creation. What man of all earth's personages can lay claim to any such power of creation?
Yes, His works alone shall proclaim His power and deity. Man cannot extinguish the light of His glorious works.

Amen

Yesterday was Sunday School and church and we heard from the jarrett family who have come to live at Cando but do mission work in Ukraine, Alaska, and now in Cameroon.  They had enough money for two tickets but yesterday the offering was $2400. and so mow their teenage daughter Clara can go with them. It was a very encouraging presentation and we are also helping them put together school supplies to take to the deaf school.  After church and a lunch of pizza.  Jack and I sat with Arnold and Glady's Fluge(Julie's violin teacher) and we also visited with Wayne and Tammy, then we went to Special Delivery/Silver Strings concert.  We came home and later when Naomi got home we went over and Naomi cut my hair, she does the best hair cuts.  Later in the evening we realized we were out of gas, so the house is a bit cool this morning.

January 13, 2009

Mighty Triumph
he that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me,
hath everlasting life.
John 5:24

The present conflict shall be counted trivial in the light of the mighty triumph that is to come.  For they shall stand before Me to be judged: but he that believeth in the Son hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation, but is passed already from death into life. These who believe shall reign with Me, yea, they shall judge both men and angels. Make this present moment one of victory in Me.

We have a choice, it is to believe or not believe, to be prepared for his return or not prepared.  It is as simple as that.  When we see what is happening, yes, it may not be a fun time, but if we have chosen to follow and walk closely and are prepared it will be o.k.  God has promised us that he will never leave us or forsake us.

Father, help us to see our need to follow closely beside you this day.  In Jesus Name. Amen

Yesterday, we were at home.  i was cleaning, did some cooking and after dinner we both took naps, we got to town late for Sr. lunch, but those there stayed and visited for a long time, it was a good day.

December 12, 2009

Hidden Resources
We glory in tribulations also: Knowing that tribulation worketh patience
Romans 5:3
Accept the trials of life as they come, and look for the good in each. Only in this way can you advance and grow in stature.  It is only through the power of My Spirit within you that you shall be able to tap hidden resources that have power to sustain you above yourself.  Therefore you are not dependent upon nor limited by the level of your own strength of character, but you may rise above it and lift your own actions up into My divine pattern for you.

I don't know if this speaks to you, but it does to me, the things that I face and would rather not, are things that God wants to use in my life to change me into what he wants me to be.

Father help me to be a yielded vessel.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, I drove one of the vehicles and took students to the vo tec in Devils Lake.  The group that I was with made cookies and bars,  After school I went to visit a new friend, she came here with her boyfriend and they live south of Starkweather and he is the janitor at school.  She is an artist and I enjoy a lot of the same things that she enjoys.  Also stopped to see Frank and Dorothy, he had been in the hospital and I didn't know it til the night before.

Trusting that you will have a good day, today.

December 11, 2009

The Power of Holiness
Greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.
1 John 4:4

The devil does not seek to destroy the vile person so much as the holy one.  All hell trembles when God's prophet takes command in the Name of Jesus over evil powers. This is the man who is hated by the adversary. I will give My servant power to stand, and he shall know that his own soul is being preserved by the very power of holiness within him, which is My own Spirit, the true objective of the enemy.

When things may not seem to be going right, keep your eyes on Jesus, he is truly your protection and my protection.  When you come into a situation of danger, speak the name of Jesus, but then we also need to be praying and reading God's work, to be tuned into God.

Father, today help us to hear your voice and be listening to you.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, another day of school, we made plans for today's trip to the vo tec with the foods and medical students.  After school I went to Devils Lake and took items to the Salvation Army,  Then did errands and stopped to see Edna Simon on the way home.

Be in prayer for Gregg and Alicia who were driving to twin cities last night and are to see a Dr. today.

December 10, 2009

Disappointment
No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back,
is fit for the kingdom of God.
Luke 9:62

Out of every disappointment there is to be gleaned some treasure. The enemy would whisper "all is lost". I say to you, much can be gained.
Refuse the temptation to brood over what is gone. It has passed into the area of My sovereignty. The present challenge requires your undivided attention.
Give no time to dark thoughts. Depression undermines the vigor of the soul.

I remember after my Mom died, it was a difficult time, mostly because there was conflict with my sister.  It was difficult, but all I know is that God did a great work in my life, to help me not focus on what was and had been happening to me.  I just know it was "God" and I did experience deliverance, because had I dwelt on what had happened it would have destroyed me.  Is there something in our lives today that is keeping us from moving forward, maybe it is something that we are thinking about that doesn't want to let go, that keeps us bound.  That is not God, we can't do anything about those past mistakes, Ask God for forgiveness and move on.  If you can't seem to get the victory, get someone to pray with you about the problem.


Father, thankyou for this new day, this new opportunity to live our lives for you, help us to focus on this day, not on yesterday or tomorrow, because we can't change yesterday and we don't know about tomorrow.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday was the day for the elementary school program so after school I went to Cando and cleaned the church, also visited Doris and Kenny Pollestad in their "new home"  and then came back to the school.  Jack came for the program but I didn't see him til afterwards,  Julie was their with the children, also Alona's great grandmother, and social worker and Berta Soper who is with Path/adoption agency.  They did really well.

December 9, 2009

Inner Communion
whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear you, when ye depart thence, shake off the dust under your feet for a testimony against them.
Mark 6:11

When I place upon your ministry the seal of Mine approval it shall no longer be important to you whether or not you are accepted by any other.
We are co-laborers together--I and you and the Father. Keep a strong awareness of this identification. You will lose the anointing if you allow anyone to enter and distract. Stay in the holy place of inner communion and I will break forth through your vessel.

Father help us to keep our focus on you this day, and not get distracted by petty situations that are of no value.  In Jesus Name. Amen

Yesterday Dad and I were in Grand Forks, I had pre-op appointment for surgery next week.  We ate lunch with Alicia and Jacqui and did a bit of shopping.  It was dark by the time we got home, as we came up the driveway we were meet by the little lights that are around our house it was a very peaceful scene.

December 8, 2009

Exercise Faith
They went forth, and preached everywhere, the Lord working with them
Mark 16:20

Exercise your faith, knowing that i will give you the right words and will fill them with the power of My Spirit, and they shall be used by Me to bring salvation and deliverance. Be not detained by self-doubt. Rely on Me, and do not regard your own limitations as a liability.
I will manifest through you in a mighty way if you will only give Me the opportunity. Be My mouthpiece, and I will supply the words and the message.

How is God wanting you to exercise faith?  What in your life are you depending on rather than depending on God?

Yesterday was quite a day.  I knew I was going to help some students with a baking project, but one didn't show, though I helped the two students who are on IEP's  then at noon, we had a lot of excitement, something happened to Jeanette Stinkeoway, I am not sure what, but I came down the hall and here was Starkweathers EMT's walking her down the hall.  So I went to the kitchen and helped get the food put away and the dishes washed.  I have really appreciated Becky Kingsley this year, she always steps up and helps for each situation.  She brought her English class, 7th graders and they helped and I got a couple of students from my study hall, and we did get everything in order.  They took Jeanette to the hospital and I don't know any more.  It was an evening of bookwork and sewing, and it was o.k.  Today I go to Grand Forks for pre-op appointment appointment is at 11.

December 7, 2009

Mercy
Love ye your enemies....Be ye therefore merciful,
as your Father also is merciful.
Luke 6;35-36

Mercy is the extension of My grace. Whenever you show mercy to another, you express My love. I rejoice in forgiveness. I do not give grudgingly. You have been told to give cheerfully of your substance; now I say unto you, do the same in the Spirit. Do not question and do not delay.
Deal justly, but in patience and understanding, and add not evil upon evil. As I have given to you, so likewise do you to others.

Help me Father, to be a vessel that is gracious and patient with those about me.  In Jesus Name. amen.

Yesterday was Sunday School and Church and then after a nap I went to Cando.  We ate soup and sandwiches together and Ross made homemade ice cream, we went caroling at the homes and to some of our shut ins.  It was a good day, but I was tired by the end of it.

December 6, 2009

I Control the Winds
Guide our feet into the way of peace.
Luke 1:79

My child, do not be dismayed by any calamity that befalls you. Never doubt my care. Never question My dealings. I am leading you by the narrowness of the way. It is often a difficult and precipitous path; but I would assure you of My hand of protection.
Put your life in My hands, and it will be for you a place of peace and of spiritual comfort. So long as you abide in this place, I will control the rains that fall upon you and the winds that blow.


Wow, do you trust God to lead your life in just this way?  Are you willing to let him lead the reins of your life?  He wants to lead each of us, sometimes what we think is right, he has to show us there is a different plan.

Father, we commit this day into your hands and trust you to guide our steps and direct our paths, help us to be focused on others rather than ourselves.


Yesterday, I was home all day, again trying to clean, throw and organize what I keep.  I was at Jerry's house with the three children while Jerry and Julie were at a Christmas party for his job.  I took two books with me, Jackson is a good reader and could read them, and Jesse did a good job of reading, too.

December 5, 2009

Safety in God's Will
If any man be a worshipper of God, and doeth his will, him he heareth
John 9:31


My will is not a place, but a condition. You will discover blessing in every place, and any place, if your spirit is in tune with Me.
I direct every motion of your life, as the ocean bears a ship. Your will and intelligence may be at the helm, but divine providence and sovereignty are stronger forces.
Move on steadily, and know that the waters that carry you are the waters of My love and My kindness, and I will keep you on the right course.


Thank you Father that I can trust you to guide my steps and direct my path, all I have to do live in you.  Thank you for how you show me that your plans are better than my plans and your ways than my ways.

Yesterday after school Dad met me at the school and we took care of more business at Devils Lake.  Today I look forward to the time at home.

December 4, 2009

Gentleness
What doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy,
and to walk humbly with thy God?
Micah 6:8

Be obedient to My commands so shall I bless you. Let me guide you: thus shall you know the right path. Follow always the call of the Spirit. All who listen shall hear. Move with the flexibility of a yielded will. Mercies are laid up in store for the humble.
Gentleness of spirit brings overcoming power. It is not the strong will, but the yielded will that is blessed in My sight.

Are willing to be yielded, to someone elses will instead of our own, I know I tend to think that my thoughts are right, but as time goes I see that another way might be better.  Can I accept it as God's will and way and that his choices is better than mine.

Father, speak into our hearts peace, your peace, help us to relax where we are and accept what you have for us at this time in our life.  In Jesus Name. Amen

Yesterday, it was a good day at school, after school Dad met me and we went into Cando for business.  When we got in the office.  my nose started running, and kept on til I went to bed early.  I am still sewing on DJ's throw for the students, but I only got part of what I should have done last night and went to bed early.  There is another day.....

December 3, 2009

Be Deaf to the Cry of the Crowd
Then he passing through the midst of them went his way.
Luke 4:30

The moment you set your spiritual eye upon the goal I have given you, the bondage of people is broken.  You will be able as Jesus was, to pass through the midst of them and be freed to be about your Father's business. Do not allow yourself to be trapped by the multitude. Your own higher vision will free you, and there is a path in the Spirit, if you walk in it, where there is free motion.

Father, thank you for these encouraging words, help us to hear from you and follow your leading, that leading may be to be a committed mom, or grandma, father, or grandpa to be a faithful and caring wife or husband, or to do an ordinary job with God's desires in mind.  Help me to hear what you are calling me to do.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

School and Bible Study with cleaning church in between.  A good day.

December 2, 2009

Put Off the Self Life
if you know these things, happy are ye if ye do them
John 13:17

Be aware of My presence. Your receptivity is dulled by undue involvement in unimportant pastimes. I need your full attention, yes, I need complete dedication.
I am calling all My chosen to put off the self life and to walk in the Spirit. This is not a new message. It was the message of the apostles (and ) Jesus. It was also the message of the Psalms and Proverbs, insofar as they emphasize uncompromising loyalty to the truth, and outward actions that are consistent with inward convictions.


So what stands between us and God?  What are we allowing to be more important than our relationship with God?  For each of us it may be something different, but I think it is safe to say that it is an issue for each of us.  It is a growing process to see how this happens in our lives, and a growing process to be willing to put Christ first in what we do.

Yesterday, winter truly arrived, it will be a White Christmas.  The snow was generous, I think we were prepared for it.  I came home after school and after a nap I cooked and sewed and I even got inspired and put up decorations and tree for Christmas.

December 1, 2009

Call of the Turtledove
When Elisabeth heard the salutation of Mary, the babe leaped in her womb;
and Elisabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost
Luke 1:41

There is the sound of the turtledove echoing throughout the land. It is the voice of the bridegroom calling His Bride. It is the call of love, and those who truly love Him will respond. In a world filled with noises, they will hear Him.
Like Elizabeth when she was greeted by Mary. The response was an inner, involuntary response to the nearness of the Christ.
Anticipate Me. Watch for Me Your heart shall hear.

Are you hearing his voice?  Is he calling to you?  he is, but the key is what are we doing with what he is saying to us.

Father, help us to be quiet before you and hear what you are saying to us. In Jesus Name. Amen.

We are back in school, it was a good day,  The weather was still nice out so I put more things away and put out the new solar lights.  Dad is putting machinery away and getting prepared for winter.

November 30, 2009

Only by a Person
I am the living bread which came down from heaven; if any man
eat of this bread, he shall live for ever.
John 6:51
I will bless you when your hearts turn to Me in earnestness and sincerity. From where shall your help come, except from the Lord: You search in vain for satisfaction from your worldly possessions.
Your soul can be nourished only by a person--not by any thing; and the only person adequate to meet the hunger of your soul is the Person of the Lord Jesus Christ, throu the ministry of the blessed Holy Spirit.

I reflect on a conversation with a person at church yesterday, the thoughts today seem so appropriate for her.  What is success?  What will the world remember?  Is it the fancy clothes, big buildings?  or is it that you truly cared?  What has left the greatest impression on your life/


Fathr, search our hearts and thoughts and motives and lead us in the way you would have us to go.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, Dad didn't go to church, he has a cold, after church we decorated for Christmas, I came home took a nap and focused on getting fabric ready for project at school.  It was a beautiful day outside.

November 29, 2009

Harmony of Purpose
Whosoever...forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.
Luke 14:33
Those who seek to live in obedience to My commandments will be brought into conformity with My nature, and these will I use to fulfill My purposes. Do not men do likewise?  When a man chooses a workman, he takes into account not only his natural capabilities for the task, but also whether or not there is harmony of thought, purpose, character, and vision. If a man's heart is not in his work, his abilities will not be enough in themselves to make him a success.

Wow, this really tells us how important it is to do a job from the heart.  whatever the task, to really put our all into it.  Whether it is menial or significant for us to do our best.  God isn't going to have us do great things for him until we have shown that we are willing and yielded to do the simple tasks and then he will give us greater tasks to do for him.  So what are you doing that sometimes doesn't seem significant?  that you don't like that you would rather not do?  Do your tasks faithfully and as unto the Lord, and he will honor your effort.  Where I work the job might not seem exciting to some, the pay isn't great, but I know it is where God wants me, that is what matters.

We have been away for a few days,  it was a fun time in South Dakota, Janet and her family were excellent hostesses,  the food was great, the weather was unbelievable, and we are thankful that we could spent that time with each of you.   We got home last night before 8 p.m. and after a good night of rest, this is a new day and we rejoice in it.

November 25,2009

Endurance
Hope maketh not ashamed, because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
Romans 5:5
My child, do not flinch under My disciplines. I never send more than you can endure. Can you accept the cup of suffering as readily as you embrace joy? You can do so in greater degrees as your trust in Me increases.
My love never fails, even when it brings you pain. It is in the patient endurance of afflictions that the soul is seasoned with grace.

I think this is self explanatory, and God is with us whatever and whenever and however. and he is walking by our side and helping to carry us through.


Yesterday at school the food students prepared us a Turkey dinner and they did a really great job, one in the class didn't get to participate because she doesn't come to school on time and didn't come when they planned, it was hard to see her hurt and I did have an opportunity to encourage her, because she is also the student the clashed with me recently and ended up  walking out of the school when the elementary principal tried to talk to her.  I let her know that I did really care what happened to her, and yet the discipline was good, because she thinks she can get by with doing whatever she wants and it isn't fair to the other students.  After school I did some errands in the area and came home, we will be leaving soon to go to the train station to get Julie.

November 24, 2009

The Highroad of Absolute Surrender
I am the way.
John 14:6
Come close to Me. I have consolations for your soul that surpass your sharpest grief. I have walked through the deepest waters, and I am with you as you experience your baptism of sorrow. It is the path that leads to the gate of glory. and the Father waits to greet you there. It is not heaven of which I speak. It is a blessedness of spirit given to those who have passed through tribulations and have set their feet on the highroad of absolute surrender. From this place there is no turning back.

The things that happen in our lives, things we say we would have liked to have avoided, but God has seen us through and given us grace, so that we are drawn closer to thee.  Thank you Lord for your grace, it was sufficient, thank you for your presence and carrying us through.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday after school, I went to Cando and cleaned the church, and came home.  Dad was in the field but came in soon,  it was a good day.

November 23, 2009

The Soul is Directional
Jesus...said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things but one thing is needful; and Mary hath chosen that good part,
which shall not be taken away from her.
Luke 10:41-42

My people need direction. There are many pressures which influence them, but they need to hear a clear voice giving them the wisdom of God.
The soul is directional, and any heart turned toward Me in an attitude of true worship shall receive from Me a quickening flow of life. It cannot be otherwise.

Father, help us to seek you for direction and to be careful that we aren't influenced by the world's standards.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, Sunday School and church, we ate with Michael and Colleen at Cenex and then came home. Dad had me bring the vehicle home while he drove the tractor home.  I had a really good nap and I think that dad slept, too.  So we were just here and enjoyed the day.

November 22, 2009

On the Waters of Sorrow
Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man,
the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
1 Corinthians 2:9

I am coming to you walking on the waters of the sorrows of your life; yes, above the sounds of the storm you shall hear My voice call your name.
Never despair, for I am watching over and caring for you. Be not anxious. I am working out the details of circumstances so that I may bless you and reveal Myself to you in a new way.

Is there something that you sorrow about, that creates anxiety?  Is it something that God is waiting to help you deal with?  I believe it is, because he cares about everything, even the hairs on our head are numbered.  Yesterday, I visited with someone in Devils Lake who recently lost her husband in a sudden death, she told me how God is working in her life and helping her to deal with the loss in her life.


Father, what in my life do you desire to help me deal with?  What is it that you want me to listen to your voice to hear your directions?  Help me to yield to you in that area.  In Jesus Name. Amen

Yesterday I had a DAR meeting and then met with ladies who are starting a fiber guild in Devils Lake.  I don't know if I feel that I am much of an artist like them, but I enjoyed the experience of spending time with them.  And met some old friends from previous experiences.  I did some errands, and came home.  I spent a little time with Frank and Dorothy and then went to check on Dad.  He was able to finish the field.  Everyday we wonder if this is the last nice day that we will have.

November 21, 2009

Tensions Build Fortitude
Blessed is the man that endureth temptation.
James 1:12
Many perplexities bring you closer to Me, for as you seek wisdom and need courage, you are driven to me for help. These are the times you become pliable in My hands. It is the moments of crisis that reveal either a man's strength or his weakness. It is the tensions of life that build fortitude or expose fear.
Know that I keep you, that I love you, that I fully understand. Cast yourself wholly upon My mercy. Pray, knowing that the request is already granted and the help already provided.

What encouragement.  God is truly just waiting to hear from us.

Thank you Father for being there, for being patient and for being gracious.  Guide our steps this day.  In Jesus Name.  Amen.


Yesterday, our absent students showed up in school again, we can't quite figure her out,  she isn't happy with me, but I have a position that is to create a place for students to study,  she doesn't watn to do that.  I visited with teachers and with Julie Ann, came home and cleaned and sewed in the evening.  I am on a roll.  Dad is working in the field.

November 20, 2009

A Covert in the Storm
Humble yourselves...casting all your care upon him
1 Peter 5:6-7

Be at peace, for in me there is covert in the storm. My love remains changeless whatever winds may blow. My grace will sustain you however deep may be the night.
Nothing harms the trusting soul though calamity be his companion. In affliction there shall be comfort, for he who abides in Me shall not know desolation. I protect, I provide, I enrich. He who loves Me is supremely blessed; My grace is his strength, and I am his salvation.

Are we willing to let go and allow God to do that in our lives? He wants to be all of that to us. Yesterday when I got home from school there was a message from a friend who was being attack again where she works, sometimes life seems so unfair.  We prayed, she had called
friends to pray for her, and when I read what she wrote, God was with her, and there was nothing wrong with her asking for prayer.  Do we sometimes try to carry a burden that God didn't mean for us to carry?  Are we willing to let go and let God?  to acknowledge our need....


Yesterday at school Online Foods students were to take a test on the computer, and they had only yesterday to do it.  I had to focus on making sure that they did it and two are students on IEP's(Independent Education Plans)  so I read the test to them, and sat right with them.  One of the students hit the key kind of hard and it knocked him off the internet and he couldn't get back into the test, it was a one try thing.  so we had to figure out another way for him to do the test.  It was an interesting day.  In the evening I started sewing the school bags.  Dad is working in the field.  Thank you Lord for each nice day.

November 19, 2009

Godly Sorrow Versus Carnal
A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance:
but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken
Proverbs 15:13

Overmuch sorrow causes the heart to fail. If you would be a rejoicing Christian, the griefs of the carnal man must be laid aside.
To bemoan any unpleasant natural circumstance accomplishes nothing but a heaping up of misery. Undue distress about untoward happenings is devastating to the soul. The only kind of sorrow that I can use for your good is the godly sorrow of the true repentance.
Turn to Me in every trial, and give it all to Me.

What is making you and I sad this day?  Is there anything that we can do to change it?  Are we waisting our time with that kind of attitude and spirit?

Father, search my heart this day and show me what you desire to do in and through me to encourage those about me.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, after school I went to Cando, and met with Mary Jarrett(they are going to Africa to a Deaf School) we are making plans to send things with them.  Right now the plan is for school supplies.  So we are going to make a simple school bag for each child, and include some school supplies.  After cleaning the church I came home and in the evening cut out about 56 bags, so we are ready to sew.

November 18, 2009

Perfecting of Soul
Now the God of peace...make you perfect in every good work.
Hebrews 13:20-21
If you set up barriers through pride or self-defense, you hinder the progress of your soul. Be as a little child, and stay open to the flow of My life in you: so shall you be spared many a bitter disappointment and much weary striving. Only in this way can you keep your balance and poise. Thus shall your perfecting be accomplished.
Nothing you could ever do for Me can be more important than this--the perfecting of your own soul.

God really cares most about who we are, what we do with the way God made us.  It isn't about what other people think it is about what happens between us and God.  We need to listen to him. He has made us each individually and he is working in our lives to make us into what is really important to him.

Yesterday, was the day parents came to school to each lunch with the elementary students.  So I took photos of them with their parents.  After school I took Jerry and Julie's children to Devils Lake to meet Julie and Alona.  Then I took Alvin and Talaya to see their mom and on to do some errands.  At 7 we went to the Path office and they walked to the courthouse to recognize children who need adoptive homes and children who have been adopted.  It was a good day.

November 17, 2009

God's Mercy
Charity shall cover the multitude of sins
1 Peter 4:8

If it is true that human love covers a multitude of sins, how much more true is it of the divine love of God the Father! Knowing My deep love for you, your own heart will no longer condemn you. My mercies are everlasting. My kindness, abundant.
My grace extends to the least of My children, and My tenderness shall make you strong. I go before you daily to prepare your way, and you will be accompanied by My goodness and My mercy.

God is with us for whatever we are experiencing.

Yesterday was an interesting day.  Jeanette our school cook is having some medical problems and was out, the person called to work in the kitchen had no knowedge, so I did help some, and they were fed.  The I have a students, who only comes to school because her dad says she has to and she doesn't study, she just distracts the students who are trying to study.  So in the end she got mouthy with me, and refused to go to the office, so I called in the elementary principal, the only one in authority and she came, well the student wouldn't cooperate for her and ended up walking out the door.  so we will see what happens now.

It was a beautiful day and they have finished the wheat.  Thank you Lord.  the combine was in the beans, too.

November 16, 2009

Heart-Purity
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive
1 John 1:9

It is not by grieving over your sins that they are forgiven. My forgiveness is in constant operation and you need only accept it. The cleansing of your heart and the restoration of your joy depends upon your full confession and willingness to repent and to renounce your sin. Exercise your soul toward the achievement of heart-purity. Until this work is accomplished (and maintained), you will not have inner peace.
Seek My face in repentance until you have yielded to Me all that distresses you.


Repent, and turn and commit to keep on living holy,that about sums it up.

Yesterday after church I went to Devils Lake and met Ann for dinner.  Don had an ODD Fellow meeting and they were going to Lori's to help with sewing for the baby's room.  Lori is on bed rest, her blood pressure shot up.

I was tired and came home, it was a good day. I went to services at Zoar in the evening.

November 15, 2009

An Injection of New Life
Whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate
to be conformed to the image of his Son
Romans 8:29

All you do for Me in ministering to others is part of My own working within you; for whenever you bless another, you bring an injection of new life and vitality into your own spirit and personality.
Your character is that which I shape from the broken fragments of all your testings; therefore, accept the trials with a grateful heart. I will use all things to bring you into conformity to My image if you will trust Me.

I always remember Maxine Frank who could encourage a child with whatever they did.  It has left a lasting impression on me and I desire to pass it on to others, and everytime we did bless some one or say something encouraging  we are also encouraged.  Sometimes I wonder what we gain by hurting or putting someone down, we gain nothing good.    Granted there are people and times that we need to be corrective with, but how can we do it possitive.  I have a couple of students like that at school.  But thankfully only a couple, the rest of the students are really great.


Yesterday, it was beautiful, and I really enjoyed the day.  I cleaned and cleaned somemore, spent time outside.  Some of Jerry's children came over to play basketball.  In the evening, I came in when it was dark, I didn't have things all done, when here comes Dad with the young fellow helping with harvest, and I needed to fix supper.  It happened, he was most pleasant.  We haven't had anyone here to eat with us for a long time.

November 14, 2009

The Gift of Forgiveness
Launch out into the deep,. and let down your nets for a draught.
Luke 5:4

O My child, come to Me--I want to give you a new gift. I want you to see all people as being under the shed sacrifice of the blood of Christ.
He has died for all. His forgiveness encompasses all. Tell them the Good News. It is the confidence in your own heart that will engender faith to receive within the hearts of others. Freely forgive all, as you have freely loved all. Those to whom you extend My forgiveness will come to experience it for themselves.

Do we have confidence in our faith and relationship with Jesus?  Is he so real to us that we want to share him with those around us?  Think about that today, what does Jesus mean to us?


Yesterday was an interesting day,  I have a student that doesn't believe in doing work in stuy hall and consequently end up sitting in the office for one study hall, and the second study hall he sat and pouted. Jeanette the cook went to the Dr. for an MRI, left one of the students who helps her to serve lunch, another teacher helped him and after dinner I washed dishes, another gal came in for something and helped me, so we did get it done.  After school I went to Emily Plemels to see her baby and give her a gift for her baby.  Then when I got home I ate with Julie and the children. It was Alona's birthday, they men were harvesting.  Thank you Lord for another nice day.

November 13, 2009

Affliction, No Stranger
Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him
Job 13:15

Affliction is no stranger to the child of God. Darkness falls upon both saint and sinner. Those who know Me intimately will find a deep joy in the midst of life's bitterness.
I do not smooth out the way for My loved ones, for how then could they testify of My provision?
I prepare you in order to use you in the hour of crisis. The crisis is not the time to dry for deliverance, saying, "Lord, save me," but to dry, "Lord, use me."

I have just read an article that said the very same thing, it told about someone going through a dry difficult time but he compared it to a bible story, where the person had experienced the same.  Remember in the midst of what is happening, God is still with you and is preparing you for greater things.  As long as our lives are easy, do we see a need for God?  Not really, we need challenges to draw us nearer to him.

Yesterday, we were back to school, one of the students went with me to Cando and we sold the rest of the annual ads, she did a really good job and she is kind of a shy girl.  I was impressed.  I didn't do much in the evening.  Dad had been working in the field, but not harvesting.  I went to bed early and had several calls after I was there.  We are thankful that Brenna has had little Natalie.

November 12, 2009

Humbled hearts
How canst thou say...Brother, let me pull out of the mote that is in thine eye,
when thou thyself beholdest not the beam that is in thine own eye?
Luke 6:42

You have listened to My words as though they were of little consequence. You cannot resist My Spirit without suffering pain, and you cannot turn a deaf ear to My words without falling into the snare of the enemy.
Look no more to My hand to supply freely your needs when you have not cleansed your hands and come to Me with a broken and a contrite heart.

That is a strong word.  I need to evaluate what I say and look at my own life first,  Am I doing the same thing myself?

Father help us to search our hearts and look introspect fully at our own lives and actions.

Yesterday was a day at home, and I should ahve been thinking about the people who have served our country, but I guess that I was enjoying being able to be here and since it was so beautiful I was able to be outside and I loved it.  I do find the peace and quiet of the outdoors a good time to think and pray so I guess that is what I did with the day.  I helped Dad move trucks about noon and they combined, Jerry helped when he came home and another fellow came, too.  Late in the day I went over to Frank and Dorothy's took them some soup and we ate together, then I drove to Cando for bible Study.  I got there early enough so I could visit with Matt and Mavis and get some groceries. It was a good day.

We are praying for Shaun and Brenna today.  They are at the hospital by now.

November 11, 2009

Dismiss with Dispatch
Jesus....saith unto him, Go home to thy friends,
and tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee.
Mark 5:19

Nothing I am doing would seem strange to you if you had been more attentive to My voice.
I can lead you only as you wait upon Me for guidance. Man will always take you down the wrong path. It is folly to stumble along in blindness. I am your friend. Can you not trust My love? Would I ever harm you? Do I not give you a full measure of joy?

In the midst of a world that is hurting for a variety of reasons, mostly because of the sin issue, we don't began to see the good side of things, God is doing great things, peoples lives are being changed, we tend to only be told the negative.  Help us today to look for the positive that is happening about us.  First the fact that many people gave their lives that we could enjoy this day in the freedom that we have.

Yesterday, the students in grades 7-12 were taken in two groups to see the display at the Audi in Cando, it was about Fort Lincoln when it was a place where German, Japanese and Italian people were kept there during the war.  It was very good. I waited to the last study hall and then drove over to see it.  I cleaned the church and it as dark by the time I was coming home.  They finished harvesting another field of wheat.

November 10, 2009

On Doing the Father's Work
Every tree is known by his own fruit
Luke 6:44

There is a day coming when you will regret your lethargy, and you will ask, "Why did we leave the vineyard of the Lord untended?' Those things that have occupied you will appear for what they are--chaff and worthlessness.
I have fashioned you for better things. Do not fail Me. Place your life under My divine control and learn to live in the full blessing of My highest will.
I will strengthen you and comfort you; I will lead you by the hand.

That is strong.  The things that we think are important aren't really very significant.  God doesn't really care about them, Lord help me to see the things I do in the light of your eyes, what do you want me to remove as being unworthy of you.  In Jesus Name.

Yesterday was the big day to sell annual ads.  I had a good team with me and they really did a good job.  Before long we will have all of that wrapped up as a done job.  I will be changing ads and making new ones.  I was at the school til about 5 finishing the task, also spent time with sub who is done as of yesterday, and with the guidance counselor concerning a student in school.  Dad and Chuck were combining, thank you Lord for each nice day.  But we need quite a few more.

November 9, 2009

Angels Are Separating
The harvest is the end of the world; and the reapers are the angels.
Matthew 13:39

You have been aware of the presence and ministry of angels. You, as believers, are being gathered unto the Father. Meanwhile the children of wrath and disobedience are being separated and gathered to each other.
Know this when you would wonder why one is brought in and another goes out never to return. Question it not, for you are seeing this prophecy fulfilled, at least in part. It shall be accelerated as the end draws nearer.
You shall find in this understanding much peace of heart.

It helps me to understand the why of what is happening in the world.  To recognize God's presence in my life, and that he is with me.  He allows the hard things in life to mold and shape me into the image he wants.


Father, help me today to yield to your will for this day.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday we honored our pastor and those in ministry in our church and after the service we had dinner together.  After a nap, we were with the Sr's here at Hampden for their supper.
We are thankful for each nice day that we are given.

November 8, 2009

Key to Joy
Whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life
for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it.
Mark 8:35

Surrender is the key to joy. By release the soul is freed. Bondage is the twin of selfishness. To hold is to lose, and to free is to gain.
Meditation opens the door to revelation, and revelation brings liberation. Test it in any given situation. You will find that you hold in your own hand the instrument of life. It will work like a magic eye to open the heaviest door.

As we seek God, he will show us the way to go...... 
Father, help me to keep my eyes on you as I face this day and the challenges in it, help me to remember that you are with me, you are caring me through the difficult times.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

I have been gone for a couple of days,  Leaving on Friday and going to South Dakota to get Brutus and coming back on Saturday.  I was able to see some of you and that was good.  It looks like a beautiful day to day.  They are harvesting wheat here.

November 6, 2009

Expect the Unexpected
Philip went....and preached Christ unto them. And the people...
gave heed unto those things which Philip spake,
Hearing and seeing the miracles which he did
Acts 8:5-9

O My child, let Me speak to you, and let My Spirit direct your life. I may lead you in unexpected ways, and ask things of you that are startling, but I will never guide you amiss.  You shall go as Philip went--at the direction of the spirit--into the places that are out of the way, and bring light on My Word to those who are in need.

I feel this word is quite self-explanatory.  God may lead us in ways we haven't anticipated, and he is waiting for us to be willing vessels.  This morning Julie Ruth had a video for me to see on a site, and it was about martyrs in Iran,  I feel the need to be challenged to be praying for believers around the world.  You and I live in a very protective place, but it isn't that way for many believers.....

Father, create in our hearts a burden for those who need us to uphold them in prayer.  Give us wisdom on how to pray.  and help us to trust you to guide us in this.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

We do not have school today.  Some would call it the hunting holiday, but it is suppose to be the day we get off because we didn't take a day off for parent teacher conferences.  I enjoyed some time outside after school and Chuck and Jack were able to combine.  I don't know how wet it still is.

November 5, 2009

Take No thought for Tomorrow
Consider the lilies of the field....they toil not, neither do they spin: and yet .
...even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Matthew 6:28-29

Let go your earthly cares.
       I do not forbid you to work, only to worry. The best way to break the power of worry is to refuse to take thought for tomorrow. Today is rarely a problem. Most anxious thoughts are related to the future. Put all of tomorrow into My keeping.
       For today you need Wisdom. For tomorrow you need Faith.

This is what we talked about at Bible Study last night, it fits right in.  Fear, worry, we waste our time and energy.

Yesterday was a good day, we were making plans for selling annual ads, I really appreciate the senior girls, they are mature and good leaders,  after school I went to Cando and did more cleaning at church.  I took supper to Gladys Neidlinger and we ate together.  then to Bible Study, I got there just as Dad drove up.    He had gotten the equipment set up for harvest and had to do it by himself.

November 4, 2009

Run with Patience
Let us lay aside every weight, and run with patience the race that is set before us
Hebrews 12:2

I could by adversity strip from you the comforts of life,
                but I will bless you in double portion,
if of your own accord you do as the apostle Paul and lay aside
every weight,
resisting the many temptations that continually beset you
                 as you run with patience the course I set before you.


What is weighing you down? what could you eliminated in your life that is not necessary?  Are you feeling overwhelmed by all that is happening in your life and around you?  I keep feeling that I need to eliminate the clutter about me, the things that weigh me down, that so easily beset me.  I can not speak for any of you, but only for my self, God is not the author of confusion, so If I feel confused why?  What can I do to change my circumstances?

Father, we give you this day, speak into our hearts your desire for this day.  In Jesus name. Amen

Yesterday was a normal day of school.  There is always interesting dynamics, after school I came home and rested, the drama club did their play and I took Mary Werner with me to see it.  She does a good job  of leading the students and they did a good job of acting.

November 3, 2009

Stay Beneath My Wing
When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee.
Isaiah 43:2

Will I create, and will I not have it in My power to destroy? Is it not written that the potter breaks one vessel that He may shape a new one (see Jeremiah 18:4)? Yes, I will bring My will to pass, and man will know that his will is like a broken straw when pitted against the Almighty.
But My people will know the protection of their God. Stay beneath My wings, and I will make you a tower of strength.

I read that verse and thought, Do you think he wants to shape us into something different that we are.  We had a discussion at Bible Study, about the circumstances in our lives that have caused us to do what we do....leaving farming, preaching, doing adult care, etc.  Would we have chosen this road if we had been doing good at where we were at?  I am daily encouraged by this verse, 2 Corinthians 1:3-5:
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort thsoe in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.  God has taken those disappointments, those failures, those hurts(when we allow him to) and has used us to be an encouragement to someone else.  What in your life does God want to use to help someone else?

Father, search my heart and speak to me, help me to listen to your voice and follow in your steps, thank you for picking me up and caring me when i couldn't seem to care the load.  In Jesus Name.

Yesterday it went better at school, Mr Docktor isn't back yet, and I am not sure how he is doing, but Band went better, and having a regular schedule really helped.  After school I took three girls to Cando to sell ads, On my way over I thought, all three of these girls have never done this before, I am real impressed with how they handled themselves, they did really well.  The businesses there are really great, and very supportive.  So it was a good day, with the time change it is dark by supper time, so we drove home in the dark.  But it was really moonlight outside.  I did some more quilt sewing,  there is another baby due in our community so I want to get it done for them.

November 2, 2009

The Ways of the Spirit
The men which journeyed with him stood speechless,
hearing a voice, but seeing no man.
Acts 9:7

Do not grieve My Spirit and do not quench His power when He is moving in your own or another vessel. My purifying work is being done in the sacred moments when My anointing is resting upon a soul. Be aware that as a witness, you stand on holy ground, and reverence should be your attitude.
Like Saul on the road to Damascus, to him were spoken clear words, while others heard only a sound.

I always feel that it is not appropriate for me to make a suggestion to any of you, unless you ask my opinion, and even then I hesitate, because I have no idea what God wants to do in your life, or is doing.  You need to listen to his voice, he is gentle and kind, are you hearing a voice like that?  He isn't going to be pushing or demanding, are you hearing a voice like that?
As you walk with God and desire to be his vessel, you will come to know and understand his way of speaking to you.  Because you are individually created and designed by him, and there is no one else like you.

Father, help us to learn to know you and to understand when you are speaking to us.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, Teen Challenge was in Cando, this time at the Brethren Church, we were there to hear them for Sunday School and then for Church, it is really encouraging to see and hear how God is working in their lives.  After church we didn't stay for dinner, we were taking an old car to Clint Potolny at Fordville.  We didn't stop at Rose Potolny's house and when we got home there were messages on the machine from her, I felt bad, but I did not know anything about Dad's plans, he doesn't tell me.  I called her and talked to her.  It was a nice day, we are thankful for that.

November 1, 2009

The Course Lies Dead ahead
Thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory
through our Lord Jesus Christ.
1 Corinthians 15:57

My Spirit broods upon the waters, even upon the waters of difficulty. Be not dismayed, neither be turned aside. Set your heart with even greater diligence to follow the Spirit. Others may find Me and lose Me again. Be not discouraged. What navigator would set his course by the location of other ships?  You have a harbor to make, and you have a course to follow that lies dead ahead.

Are we on course for God's plans for our lives?  Are we listening to his voice and following his instructions? Some times the directions are simple and easy to follow and sometimes the voice seems to be so faint.......

Father, help my hearing to be tuned into you.  Help me to hear clearly what you desire in my life.  In Jesus Name. Amen

Yesterday was a beautiful day.  The carpet is a no go for now, there are other things that are more important.  I spent as much time outside as I could and loved the day.  Dad got that car that had been sitting in the hanger, out and got it ready to take to Clint Potolny, I helped some with that project.  I am really happy to see it find a home.  I walked around and looked for things to clean up and did some in the garage, but the time got away from me and it was time to go to Sr Center for tricks or treaters, but there weren't very many.  We don't have very many left in our community, they are all grown up.

October 31, 2009

Renew Your Vows
He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them,
he it is that loveth me.
John 14:21

There is a day coming when you will say, "I have waited in vain for the Lord." You will wait for Me to speak, and you will hear only the whistling of the wind. But I tell you now, I am never silent; you are deaf. I am always speaking; but I do not find your ear attuned to listen.
You have become insensitive to My presence.
Confess your coldness, and draw near to Me. Renew your vows, and I will revive your ministry.

This is challenging, a reminder to us, that God doesn't move away from us we move away from him.  Do you desire to hear from God? We are reminded that he is there, he is speaking?  Are we listening? Are we hearing?

Father give me ears to hear today, and a heart to listen and follow after you.  In Jesus Name. amen.

Thank you Lord that this week is past, the kids were really frustrating, they didn't have classes, so no homework, and so they wanted to play.  Some act very juvenile. I went to Devils Lake to look at some carpet after school, but I am not sure what will happen with that. I hope that it is so I can go outside for some time today.  It was cold last evening.

October 30, 2009

Strivings Hinder
If a man love me, he will keep my wrods and my Father will love him,
and we will come unto him.
John 14:23

My people are drifting like a boat with empty sails. But I shall blow, saith the Lord; yes, I shall cause a mighty wind to rise, and the sails shall be filled, and the spirit shall drive you forward.
In your own power you can accomplish nothing whatsoever in the kingdom of God.
All strivings only hinder. Love is the only telling contribution you can make toward the perfecting of your soul.

Nothing I can do is significant unto God is in it.


Father help me to see your hand in what is happening, and to trust that your choices are the right ones.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday, thankfully it was the ending of testing, so we can go back to a more normal schedule, though today, won't be normal, they carve pumpkins, etc.  I spent some time visiting with Frank and Dorothy, took a nap and in the evening started organizing my fabric, so I can get things sewed and on their way.

October 29, 2009

Anticipate Surprises
The angel of the Lord spake unto Philip, saying, Arise, and go toward the south unto the way that goeth....unto Gaza, which is desert.
Acts 8:26

I have purposes for you. I have a ministry for you. Look not to any man to open this door. I not only open doors, but more often than otherwise, I create the place of service. I lead in new paths and down unpaved roads.
One Bible example of this is the account of Philip and his witness to the eunuch crossing the desert.
Be prepared for the unexpected, and anticipate surprises.

When I read this I think of each of you, because as I pray for you I know that God has a plan and he is preparing you for the kind of service he wants in your life.  Today you might not like what is happening but it is just the beginning for what God wants to do through you.

Father, create in me a clean heart and a right spirit, help me to yield to you all of my life.  In Jesus Name. Amen.

Yesterday was another day of testing and also a day of children who should be old enough to know better, doing things that are challenging....so I spent a lot of time walking(good exercise) finding children in the band room, acting very juvenile, so they got sent back to study hall.  taking away their music sources hocked into their ears, and one time not ever finding two senior boys,  When will they ever grow up?  After school I went to Cando, and cleaned at church and visited with Mavis  and then to Wagenman's for Bible Study.  Hope that you each had a great day.

October 28, 2009

Fulfillment
Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit
John 15:8

You have been like a green plant. Now I would have you put forth blossoms. The flowering is a symbol of the manifestation of the Spirit. Yes, it is even more, it is fulfillment of original purpose. It is the ultimate end to which it was designated by the Creator.
Only to have life is not enough. Fulfillment is that for which I am waiting, yes, the manifestation of My sons and daughters as they come to maturity and as they produce that for which I created them.

God is working in our lives, he wants to develop us in the kind of people that can produce fruit, fruit for his kingdom.  It isn't about us, it is about him, about Jesus my Savior and Lord.  He desires to be manifested in my life.  More of thee and less of me....

Father, we yield ourselves to you today, show us your way and lead us in your path and do in our lives that which will makes us into vessels fit for serving you.  In Jesus Name. Amen


Yesterday, they were testing at school so schedules were changed and I sometimes had more students than before,  school was out at 2 p.m. because of a teacher in-service that didn't have to attend, so I enjoyed the day at home, and outside.  I am ready for whatever weather we get.  Dad and Chuck were combining, but it was very wet.

October 27, 2009

Pray and Walk in the Spirit

As many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.
 Romans 8:14

I have admonished you to pray in the Spirit, but do not forget that I have also commanded you to WALK in the Spirit, and this I expect not part of the time, but all the time. The need is critical, the hour is late, and I am calling for full commitment from My own. You have desired to be chosen. Having been chosen, I would have you understand that I expect far more of you than of those who are not.

Sometimes when I am in town and walking down the street I have such a sense of God with me, I have a desire to quietly talk to him and to pray for the people I see.  I see such sadness around me, and God's presence is happy and peaceful.

Yesterday, we are back to school.  We have a girl we thought dropped out and she showed up at school, not sure what will happen with her. I had a boy and girl in one of my study halls, I realized they were missing and found them where I shouldn't have, so that means they won't be allowed to ever leave my study hall.  Our supt. is to talk to them this morning.  I enjoyed time after school, cleaning in the yard.

October 26, 2009

Keep Your Channel Clear
The water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water
springing up into everlasting life John 4:14

Will I speak to you as one whose voice is lost in the noise of the crashing surf? Will you be like an instrument with broken strings from which the musician can bring forth no music?
No, I would have you be as the waterfall whose sound is continuous, as a great river whose flow is not interrupted.

Our Fathers desire is that we be sweet music to those about us.  We can be that in the midst of a world that is clanging  and noisy, a world that is perplext with problems.  God desires is to carry us through that and be a sweet sound to those around us.

Yesterday, Sunday School and church,  in the afternoon we flew for a while, i wanted to take some photos, but our camera doesn't seem to take good shots from the air, they get to light.  That is disappointing.  Dad had used mower to move the leaves into a pile, so I raked and burned some of them.

October 25, 2009

Brokenness
Godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation....
but the sorrow of the world worketh death
2 Corinthians 7:10

The storms of life may make shipwreck of a soul, but this may be purely destructive. The brokenness of spirit wrought by the hand of God becomes a constructive work. It is the godly sorrow unto repentance that brings Life.
True prayer is born out of brokenness. This brokenness is contrition for sins, tenderness of feeling, and gratitude for grace. If you let it work in your heart, it will surely draw you closer and closer to Me.

Are we willing to allow the pain in our lives to draw us to Jesus side?

Draw me, nearer, nearer oh Lord to thee.....

Yesterday was a good day, I went to Devils Lake for the DAR meeting, It is an enjoyable time and always a time to learn new things about history.  After the meeting Susan and I went to get items to send in a package to a soldier from Devils lake in the war zone.  When we got back to her house we organized the tiems in boxes and she made a list so it is ready to go to the post office.  I went down town to see Donna at the Bible Books Store, I hadn't seen her since her husband died, it was a good time of hearing from Donna. Ray is in God's hands and no more suffering.  The I did several other errands and in the end went to Edna's and we visited and then went to Brooke Lindenbergs wedding together.  It was a small church and a very nice wedding. The reception was at the memorial building.  It was catered by Mr and Mrs. J's.  Tom and Marge Hoffart were the ones doing the work, there were several others.  This was the best catered food that I have seen.  It was very good.  Edna and I sat across from a couple from Park River who had been in a Bible Study with Wayne and Karen, and she remembered them praying for a family.  Brooke was adopted and on the day of her first birthday Karen had Josh.  It was a good day, Dad was at home, I just wish he would do something, though he did go to town for the Sr. lunch.

October 24, 2009

Grief
Sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared
with the glory which shall be revealed
Romans 8:18

There is a river of divine grace flowing beneath all your need. Under your deepest sorrow mvoes My compassion and My love. In a very real sense, you fathom the depth of My own heart only to the extent that your heart is broken and your inmost consciousness torn asunder by the pain of grief. Never look upon trials and test and disciplines as being damaging. Whatever hurt they seem to bring is outweighed by the blessing that follows.

What ever you are facing today, you have a choices, accept what God has allowed or is doing, or be bitter.  God wants to use the trials that we face, to draw us to him, even what seems so terrible can be of use by God, and we will see the hand of God move in our midst.

Yesterday we were in Grand Forks, Dad had a check up doesn't need to come back for 6 months for a stress test, they are taking him off of plavix.  We ate with our family in the area, and then did a bit of shopping and came home, it was a beautiful day.